Monday, May 25, 2009

they were like two humming birds who had also never met.

i want to go to chicago now!
now now now now
im ridikulously sick of irvine
like whoa
and school
primarily school.
i want to stop being a failure
really
i have almost no recollection of what has happened since 2:30
i was actually supposed to be productive today!
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i really dont know why i can never get anything done
all it takes is one smallll obstacle
and the rest of the day is shot
i get in a funk
and all i can do is read/watch tv/sleep/fbook stalk/play balloono
IT SUCKS
i dont want to be like this
but i dont freaking know how to change
i want relaxing days soooo bad
i want time to cook, bake, organize my drawers, draw, run, bike, eat pudding on the dome, watch disney movies and just not always have things looming over my shoulder
i also want less dry elbows
and an alias 2
but thats besides the point
its 10:37
and i have nothing more done for tomorrow then i did at noon last thursday
i feel like baking
&iloveneilpatrickharris

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