Saturday, May 1, 2010

i am not okay.

this would be a perfect time for me to die
so i'd like to take this opportunity to cry.




each day stanford seems less and less appealing.
if you asked me to choose today between going to my supposed "dream school" and staying with the someone i can see myself spending the rest of my life with
i honestly dont know what id say.
that worries me.
nothing should stand between me and my dreams.



but what if he is part of my dreams?

sighz.




everyone will know that im following him if i do go back east. and i wont be able to refute them.







though this is the least of my worries right now.
fuck aps.

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